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I Remember Me

The smallest of all three me's is in my youngest memories.. In the green pastures i will forever find her there … Beside the still waters she plays without a care… By her tiny right hand God led her to this place… He let her little body fall And set a choice all Gods children face… No words were spoken by her Heavenly Father that fleshy ears would hear… Her soul was gathered in God’s love that innocently was without fear… He gave her the choice of  to live or to die.. She chose to live and she told her Heavenly Father why.. She knew by death … here she would remain.. In the presence of God’s love .. no words can explain.. She answered "I would like to live so i can play" God restored her soul.  His gift of life. …is the very breath she breathes  Where she had fallen as dead upon the grass .. Her first death has come to pass… God opened her eyes She was able to see… There was no veil to divide…. God opened her ears to hear.. upon her heart he wrote his law for her life she
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Missing Children

When I walked in darkness I had no fear,  My Heavenly Father ,  you were near. I was lost but not to you My every step you already knew Evil came to take my life You took my soul , before I felt the knife You gathered me up and I chose to live  The was no wound, no scar , nor tear  I was his child , my Heavenly Father stayed near,  So many children choose to die,  God bless my words to truth , to be without a lie,  So I can sew this seed , to the mothers who cry,  For their missing children ,  For the children are not gone  They are exactly right where they belong,  To the Heavenly Father I sing this song.. To the child that is not missing . To the child who is not found . To the children who have been taken . From the books of old it is written and preserved . My Heavenly Father lead the children home..
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Dear Heavenly Father

                FEAR Fear that eluded me as small child grew only  from knowledge of  the experience of pain . Knowledge was  the beginning Fear.  Overwhelming consequences of pain and death .     Faith eludes me and my  Fear of offending  God  lies in my failing to complete my books of remembrance.   For the spirit of truth  ,   I pray That God guide my right hand and judge the intentions of my heart.  As  I weild my pen as  my only weapon  in the battle with the unseen enemy that has come to steal the words . Words hidden in the heart  of  the  fearless child  I used to be.  God walked with me  night and day.  On the path prepared before I was even born.  The gift of life is in the promise of the seed.  Death will  take my flesh one day,  it will truly be.  In these books , by faith,  I live in the life God has given me.   As unperfect as I am,   God will judge me for my choices and I will have not one defense.  All I can present is my love and obedience to put nothing between me and
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The face that God Seen

This is the face that God seen, searching the skies one day, From the Heavens he heard her heart Silently pray, He reached down and took hold Of her tiny right hand. He led her safely home From the strange land…. This is the face that God does see …. No matter how grown she may be. ….. In the heart of the child, he hid a seed . His love grew there for all she had need. I know it true, for the child is me, The hand he held , writes these words you see……
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Is it not written?

Dear Heavenly Father,   again and again you grant   mercy upon me. you stretch forth your hand and save my soul in the moment my flesh is on the brink of death.    I remember the promise of death for disobedience , and again and again I  am aware of why the coldness of death comes suddenly upon me.   A sadness and sorrow is  upon me as I preserve these  books of remembrance for you who will follow me and be given this declaration.  God has not been silent to  those he has  chosen as his own.   Has it not been clearly written? Have you not already seen the words written upon your heart confirmed by God everytime you seek out truth?  This is no mystery for those who understand. On this sabbath day,  I was aware of my selfish ways . I feel it in my heart and remember Gods  small request for just one day to not indulge in my merry drunkenness of the  medications that numbs my mind from day to day .  To ease the stress of the realities of survival needs we have to face daily.   Food and she
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Mercy Remains Denied ...

  May the Lord give us  as much mercy as we have given to the scattered children gathered by his hand.    Be Aware and Beware of all that the books have foretold.   Lest I be so bold, I fear to offend God with vanity or pride.  I call upon  God,   Dear Heavenly Father,     Guide my right hand and judge the intentions of my heart.        See the scars upon my left hand as I remember your anger of my disobedience.              Father let your children who search find this book if it be worthy and true.       For the world has forgotten the children of God,  mankind has no fear  , this I can not understand.    The wall will fall And the children will rise from the ash and stone.   From the beginning of the old,  to the very end of the new,  man has taken away and added to.    Unknowingly speaking truths from lips that lie with greed in their hearts.      God's children are set apart and unable to be deceived.      The false confirms the truth , is it not already been written?  Again a
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When I Have Fear

Dear Heavenly Father,       Wisdom has warned me about this day   This day I struggle with the invisible serpent.       In every way foretold,  I run in circles and  rip my clothing.        Dear Heavenly Father,  you have never  let me stumble,  I  stand where others fall beside me,        I endure this battle and my fear is to offend God,   The enemy sews doubt  when I am not sober,     In a state of mind that I have been so  blessed to have wisdom guide my right hand..  Dear Heavenly Father if it offends you,  have mercy and take it away,         My faith has fallen short and for this I am ashamed.   For this I understand that faith is not a mystery to me,  faith holds the courage to be free of the fear ..        Dear Heavenly Father draw your children near.  
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