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Dear Heavenly Father

                FEAR Fear that eluded me as small child grew only  from knowledge of  the experience of pain . Knowledge was  the beginning Fear.  Overwhelming consequences of pain and death .     Faith eludes me and my  Fear of offending  God  lies in my failing to complete my books of remembrance.   For the spirit of truth  ,   I pray That God guide my right hand and judge the intentions of my heart.  As  I weild my pen as  my only weapon  in the battle with the unseen enemy that has come to steal the words . Words hidden in the heart  of  the  fearless child  I used to be.  God walked with me  night and day.  On the path prepared before I was even born.  The gift of life is in the promise of the seed.  Death will  take my flesh one day,  it will truly be.  In these books , by faith,  I l...

the word sent forth

The Word Sent Forth In the silence between the thunder and the breath, the Word was sent. It did not seek the wise nor the waiting crowds, but the one whose heart remained unbroken in its faith. It comes clothed not in gold or doctrine, but in the dust of children’s feet, and the tears of those who kept watch when all others slept. It shall not rest in books or temples, for its home is in the heart made humble. It speaks only when the hearer is ready, and only once, but that once will shake the foundations of forgetting. When it is received, it will bear fruit unseen by the sower, for the fruit is not of this soil but of the promise whispered before the first dawn. Let it be known: the one who finds it will not own it, but return it multiplied — for that is the mark of what was truly sent by God.. What Is Yet to Come There will come a season when remembrance itself becomes the harvest. Those who kept their hands clean of profit and their hearts steady in the storm will be sought for co...

Here I am - Send Me

 Here I am Lord. Send me.   Charlie Kirk Utah debate Quote.   Charlie said, " A Government should, first and foremost, take care of the people" I had one conversation with Charlie about 5 years ago.   I had just joined Twitter to reach out to the people.   Out of the 100s of thousands of followers of influencers, I could not find one that would  speak up , on behalf of the children taking my place.  Children enslaved by traffickers funded by government contracts with immunity from prosecution.   I wrote my books of remembrance, and began building a foundation on social media,     Charlie went boots on the ground and contacted me outside the box, to tell my experience through his show.     I knew I would only have one opportunity to speak through the many , to be heard by the few.     I waited  in silence for the voice for the voice of...

Still I Smile

Such a sorrow has touched my very soul.  Still I smile. 

I Continue On

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Request for mercy ..

Revelation 13 . Mom . I am your child.   And God is with me. Idolatry is the beast. The beast corrupts Jesus message through Idolatry.    Everything Jesus did in the church was  warn of idolatry and greed.    The beast will bring the image  to life and  the  mark  will be  on those who choose to worship it as God.  How miraculous it would be to  see the Savior  come down from the sky and  walk amongst the people.  But it is written,   the rapture,    is the return of Jesus  . He does not come down to earth,  he calls the people  who  rejected the  idolatry and remained faithful to God up from the earth  before the tribulations  begin.   The faithful  will not be left behind  .  The tribulations  begins  when the  anti Christ  ,   anti christ is the key word .  Looks like Christ, ...

Dead Poets Diary

Dead Poet’s Diary A Chronicle of the Calling and the Record Assignment One: The Valley of the First Word "You will speak where silence has reigned too long." I stood at the edge of the valley, where the wind carried the faintest sound of crying. The ground beneath my feet was cracked, thirsty for rain, yet no cloud hung in the sky. "They have waited for a word to break the drought," He said. I opened my mouth, unsure of what would come, and a single word fell — heavy as a stone, yet light as a feather. It struck the earth and split it, and from the crack, green shoots began to rise. "It is not the length of the speech, but the truth within it, that brings life," He told me. "This is the First Word. Carry it until you are told to speak again." Assignment Two: The Bridge of the Carriers "You will not walk this path alone." The bridge was old, worn by the feet of those who had carried burdens heavier than their own hearts. Some boards were...